Nov. 13th, 2022

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Twitter truly was a hive mind. We had a decade and a half of conscious thought on a mass scale. I don't know if anyone saw those various maps people did, especially in the early days, these huge academic projects to study how everyone was connected, and what the echo chambers looked like, and it looked like a neural network, or a lab-grown culture in a Petri dish.

Map of Twitter hashtags that looks like a neural net

Source: https://journal.media-culture.org.au/index.php/mcjournal/article/view/620 I highly recommend opening the full-sized image and zooming in. This is way bigger than it looks from the top level ... just like a brain.

And that's what it felt like being on Twitter. Each echo chamber represented a specified "brain function." Did some of those brain functions fight each other? Yes. Savagely. But tell me you've never been at war with yourself. Or that one part of your brain has never tried to kill another part of your brain.

We had these massive conversations, over years, and came to conclusions. That's one reason we got so mad at people who raised issues long ago settled, crossed lines that were so long ago drawn. They weren't there when we had that discussion, and no one was in any mood to have it again because it was brutal the first and second and third times we had it.

We decided things like, do Black lives matter? Are they/them pronouns singular? What is the purpose of content warnings, what should they be called, and how mad should we get when they're not used? What should we do about trolls? What was wrong with Twitter and how should it be fixed? How should we organize? Should we bother voting? How do we decide who is most expert at a topic and who should we defer to or not defer to? What is considered ablism and what isn't? Is autism a disorder, disease, or difference? How do you know if you're really trans? Is it ok to say "bisexual" or is that nonbinary-exclusionary? How much racism is there, really? What are the best forms of activism? How do we measure moral behavior in the most consistent way? What is our relation to power? Does that end justify this means?

Sometimes we were wrong. Sometimes we were right. Sometimes I didn't agree with a mass-decision but usually I did., because reasons were so often well-expressed, properly challenged, and backed with evidence. I got to participate in all of these conversations and more, so so many. (Please, in the comments, let us know some more of these kinds of questions that got answered long ago and became part of the culture on Twitter.) Sometimes I was just reading the various positions on a topic until I made up my own mind, and sometimes I jumped in an argued my points, got my vote in for how it turned out.

I was a single neuron in a massive network of functioning thought by an organism that was too big for any of us to fully recognize. I even wonder sometimes if there were enough of us, and did the right mechanisms exist, for it to have been even, dare I say it, self-aware? Was the sum greater than the parts?

It's funny as I come back to "LJ," think about who I was when I transitioned from online journalling and to Twitter microblogging. "Here" on LJ, on my old account, I was a libertarian and an Ayn Rand Objectivist. Yup. That was me. Against all forms of collectivism and then I went and joined one of the larges collective minds that has ever existed. Arguably the largest of its type. (It's smaller than a government or military, religion or corporation, but the rapidity with which us as neurons could connect and the level of contribution we each individually got to make made it different than those kinds of organisms.) I got to be part of a hive mind and it turned out, it wasn't as scary as my Ego thought it would be. It was actually pretty neat.
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My dad and I got into a fight about Elon Musk and Twitter last night. My dad has this thing where he thinks he knows more than I do on topics he as zero experience with, and it's incredibly invalidating, so things got really heated. Because he spent about a week on Twitter maybe back in 2010 and I've spent nearly every day on there since 2007. And he was defending Musk using conspiracy theories that didn't pass my smell test. Like, at all. But he defended them passionately, even though he didn't have nearly the stake in the question as I do, and had a fraction of the knowledge I have. He also said he KNEW his beliefs were correct, whereas I was merely pushing what I thought were high probabilities.

So afterward, I began ruminating, as I do (it's terribly unhealthy), and tried to get at what underlying belief my dad was *really* defending. Capitalism is good? Billionaires are perfect? Fox News is right?

No, it's deeper and far less conscious than this. I know what belief he's defending because I once had it: The Chosen Messiah Will Always Save the Day

It's not surprising I had this belief, or that a lot of Americans have it, especially if we've got a Christian background, but it permeates our secular media, too. Luke Skywalker can take down the Death Star by himself. Neo will destroy the Matrix with his sheer talent. Harry Potter will take out Voldemort with his superior wits and power. Sure, their friends helped, but only because they had a single leader strong enough to overcome the overpowering darkness.

I was challenging his unexamined belief in the Savior Myth. Which might cause him to question his literal Savior. All very incredibly subconscious cognitive dissonance resolution ala Leon Festinger stuff. (This is all very much along the lines that I write about when I explore mind control and why people believe things. I know I'm wildly speculating here, but remember, this topic is my wheelhouse.)

So first my dad has to invent overpowering darkness that Elon was rescuing Twitter from, like every Savior narrative needs. But none of that story added up to me. (Apparently the 3700 laid off employees deserved it because a handful of them were selling verifications for $15k on the side? It wasn't making sense and he didn't have a lot of details for his story which was one reason it didn't pass the sniff test. I need details!!) Any of my challenges to Elon's character seemed to raise his ire. Every single bad decision I listed off, my dad defended. Even while I had to explain basic, rudimentary ways that Twitter (and the rest of the internet) function. He was completely unwilling to question a single cog in his cognitive structure.

When we look at these surface-beliefs that we think a group of people have, that's usually not the real belief. They don't know it themselves. And I know this primarily from examining my own beliefs, and uncovering the underlying value set that I'm extending like a ladder to get the resulting belief. What support stone am I pulling out when I go up against someone in disagreement? That's the real reason people get emotional. I was emotional because Twitter has been my online homebase for 15 years. I expressed that. But my dad didn't know why he was emotional. Maybe I don't either, but I'm guessing it's this. If Elon isn't the Savior dad thinks he is, then maybe there are a lot of other Saviors he's got to question as well.

Edit to add: I've examined my internalized Savior myth. That was one of the biggest shifts in my politics, because it's that kind of underlying belief about how the world functions that results in grand conclusions. I learned through experience and seeing evidence that nearly every great accomplishment was done with a team or large collective. The biggest things ever accomplished (especially in free societies) were done by huge teams of people all doing their part. Saving Twitter (if it needed "saving"?) needed to be a team effort of thousands of Twitter employees and millions of Twitter users. It seems ridiculous to me now that one single person, even as a leader of people, could fix the kinds of complex issues Twitter had.
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Confused about how to lock a post just to my circles. I read this and I'm not clear. https://www.dreamwidth.org/manage/circle/

The word "Access List" is ambiguous. I have the choices for my post:

Everyone (public)
Access List
Private (just you)
Custom Filter
>Trusted Readers

I just made Trusted Readers, an Access List where I had to manually add the people who follow me. What happens when I just choose "Access List"? It was there before I manually made an access list. What's the easiest way to restrict a post just to DW friends, without having to remember to add people to a list when we subscribe to each other?

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